- Aug 7, 2020
Hello everyone I'm new here. I am 28 years old and have had anxiety/panic disorder for 10 years now. I have a fiance and 3 kids. thought I'd do a little intro. i am really suffering atm. i was never diagnosed with OCD but i think I might have a it a little bit. I have more anxiety then anything. so it'svhard to tell . I usually can overcome thoughts pretty quick but when I'm going through a stressful time.. they pop back up and harder to get rid of. Anyways, I took my car to a new place for inspection about a Month or two ago. The lady that was working the front desk.. started asking me how I liked the house we live in now etc.. I said it's nice but small for us ( family of 5 & we rent ). So then she goes to say do you ever notice anytving unusual in your house as in haunted is what she was asking .. & i said no and so did my Fiance. This type of stuff is a HUGE trigger for me. i dont watch any type of possession movie or anything.. so then i was really worked up for a while about it and thought maybe she was just saying that because she lived here for 15 years and missed her house like she kept saying... i don't know so then i was talking and catching up with our friends girlfriend and I told her this and she is like yeah something is there but idk what.. so now I'm even more freaked out and scared.. but then she also goes to say something was at her boyfriends old aparment too .. idk but I'm scared of the what if i get posessed and this thing makes me stop breathing .. and the breathing thing is a huge fear of mine so I think im just having scary thoughts but has anyone ever sent through this?? CAN YOU BECOME POSESSED BC YOURE SCARED ?? like I said i never felt anything here ever and been here 5 years. please help me yall !