- Aug 22, 2009
I am very desperate, so I'm posting this question on every mental health site I can find. I'm bi-polar, I take meds, I do what I can to deal with the symptoms. I have a problem that nothing has been able to help. It has always been an issue to get things done, but it has gotten so bad that I often feel my life is not worth living. I can't seem to get the simplest thing started. It take me hours just to force myself into the shower. My house has become almost unlivable at many times. I will go without food rather than go to the store. I have boxes of dirty clothes because I can't make myself do the laundry. There are times that I really force myself to start stuff. I never seem to make a dent. I exhaust myself just trying to make myself do things that everyone does everyday. I hate myself for being so weak. I feel like a useless slug. No doctor or med has helped. Please if there is anyone out there who recognizes my plight and may be able to help. Please contact me. I know that you can only say so much in forums and I'm not sure I can find my way back to my post. That's how desperate I am. The system doesn't seem to be able to help. Maybe someone can lead me in the right direction.
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