Need a bit of catharsis

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ILikeSlayer

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Hello, I'm a 23 year old male and at this moment in term ( it's been going on for a few years now ) I get a massive feeling of guilt after I've eaten, it doesn't matter if it's a salad or a kebab. Whilst I'm eating I'm enjoying it and then I get this horrible guilt after. I always seem to be looking in the mirror and worrying how I look to other people. I even get worried what my family thinks of me. I think I got to this point due to having been in a wheel chair for 3 years and I gained a lot of weight. But I wasn't bothered by it until I slipped into booze and drug addiction and lost all the weight. That's when this all started. I've shared what I do with certain friends and I get the "there's nothing wrong with your weight blah blah" responses. It's difficult to explain to them that sometimes I know there isn't and then sometimes to me there is.
 
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Hiya and :welcome: to the forum.

Take care.

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And again, I've got drunk, attempted to talk myself out of ordering food, ordered food, eaten it, instantly felt guilty and disgusting and purged. I'm getting on my own nerves now..
 
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