- Oct 30, 2010
and I did not have a clue. not one. I knew he was bipolar as am I. then he got caught with his hand in the cookie jar 3 different ways and 3 days later without any conversation about it at all, he just walks out. I tried, cried, begged him to talk to me and for the first time I saw him when his mask slipped. He was sadistically enjoying hurting me and seeing my pain and agony. I will never forget that face. It was chilling to the bone. So I had to find out what was going on and found other stories that matched mine and they are narcissism. They are toxic. and I am mad to lose out on the dream we had been creating and having to pick things apart for recovery purposes. Last week while I was away he ransacked my house, I still haven't been up there to see what he took. Yes, I would pay to get rid of him now. I still have to get him off my lot lease as he can cause me to lose everything. I will get an attorney as soon as I can. Right now I am without electricity. (at friends house now) My panic and anxiety is through the roof.