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My whole life I've been trying to get away from somebody hurting me.

Fairy Lucretia

Fairy Lucretia

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I had the loveliest night with my mum :low: and I cant bear it
I want somebody to hurt me so much
my whole life ive been trying to get away from somebody hurting me and now all I want is to be hurt
people love me and I cant manage it
I need to be hurt
 
GoghTardis

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It sounds like you are doing a good job hurting you!

Would watching a sad movie help?
 
Lincoln1990

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You are hurting me. Please stop being so sad Lu.
 
Fairy Lucretia

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if people think im evil and sick and twisted that's fine
I cant help it
I don't know why I want somebody to hurt me but I do
think im evil think it I don't care
I know I must be bad in a way
I don't know why I want to be hurt but I do
I want somebody to hit me over and over again until I cant feel or think anymore
I didn't want a beautiful lovely smiley night IT ISNT OK TO HAVE TAHT
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I can understand that. I push to be hurt until I am. I had a boyfriend that hit me so I constantly pushed for him to hit me again and again. If I think someone is going to be spiteful to me, I encourage them to.

Why do you think you get that?? would be good to get your take on it??

love love xxxxxxxxxx
 
Lincoln1990

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Stop. Please. I hate how sad you get. Don't hurt yourself. Please just promise me you won't hurt yourself?

Please be kind to yourself. You are such a lovely person.
 
GoghTardis

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Doesn't sound evil or twisted to me!

Take ace of yourself and if you need to feel hurt watch a sad movie like "Never let me go" or "Eternal Sunshine of a spotless Mind" I am serious, it's good to hurt in that way sometimes.
 
Fairy Lucretia

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I wont hurt myself Lincoln
xxxx
I feel so sad inside and don't understand the feelings of love
I don't know how to feel or who to be im very confused and I don't know
 
Lincoln1990

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I wont hurt myself Lincoln
xxxx
I feel so sad inside and don't understand the feelings of love
I don't know how to feel or who to be im very confused and I don't know
Thank you for saying that.
 
Fairy Lucretia

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im dramatic
im over the top
im annoying and perceived as attention seeking if i speak how i feel
i feel like i want to be hurt and if i thought my mum wouldn't cry and break her heart i would be telling her instead of coming on here and bothering others
if anyone hates me-take heart in this you don't hate me as much as i hate myself
and think what you like-of course i care and it bothers me
 
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I don't think anyone hates you Lu, that's a silly thing to say. I think we all want you to love yourself. If I knew you in RL I wouldn't want to hurt you. I feel happy when you feel happy and sad (like now) when you feel sad. You need to realise that you deserve happiness and stop punishing yourself. Remember there's a little girl inside you, she never left, and she needs you to love her.

We all need you to love her Lu, as, the Lu I love is the happy one and to achieve that you gotta love yourslf

love love Lu Lu xxxxxxxxxxxxx
 
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hey lu
heres a big :hug1:
i got nothing to say but just a hug.
hugs can be better than words eh?
 
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