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RainbowElf

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Hello :)

I notice that some people keep saying that you have to fight the voices.

Put yourself in my situation though, 10 voices who constantly say some really bad things.

I have just written this (below) which is 3 minutes of speech from my voices:


You fucking fat loser why don't you just die and leave all of these people alone. You keep meddling in their lives, sticking your nose in when you are not wanted.

DIE DIE DIE.

(carries on in whispers behind the main voice)

We are going to wipe you out one way or another just accept that bitch. We own you. We are your worst nightmare confined.

HA HA HA HA HA HA

La la la la what shall we upset you with now? How about when someone tried to burn you alive bitch?
You do realise that is what everyone wanted to do to you and your mum would of been sooo glad not to have seen your ugly fat face around anymore. She would not of even asked the police to find you and if they did find a body she would of just put you in the rubbish bun.

HA HA HA HA

DIE YOU SILLY FUCKER

Just get your pills or even better find something heavy to play with.

HA HA

We are going to fuck you over one way or another and don't you ever forget that you heartless tramp.



Things in CAPS is them shouting.
Now how can I really cope with that? It is all day and all night. They vary in what they say but it is always nasty.

Elf :(
 
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FRANK

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Hi Elf,
Do you talk back to them at all? Are they all male voices or some
female? Do they talk constantly? Also, do you hear any other background noises besides their voices?
Frank
 
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RainbowElf

Guest
Hi Elf,
Do you talk back to them at all? Are they all male voices or some
female? Do they talk constantly? Also, do you hear any other background noises besides their voices?
Frank
Hi :)
I have talked back to them but not out loud as I live with someone. However talking back just annoys them even more.
I hear a mixture of male and female, mostly male though. I even hear one child voice.
I hear them all of the time they never give me a rest. They might give me 10 minutes if I do what they want. Which by the way is mostly self destructive things.
It is only the voices, never hear any background noise too.

I also have visual hallucinations and I can feel them too. It is quite scary when all three things happen at once.

*Sigh"

Elf :)
 
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GeeJay

Guest
I dont really know what to surgest apart from try and not give in to them, they cant hurt you, not physically anyway... I havent found any way of stopping mine apart from distractons(PC games ect but it might not work for you).

You may find physic warding techniques that could help, but I've found for me at least that they can make the voices more angry...

Wishing you all the best,
Gee
 
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RainbowElf

Guest
Hi :)

Thank you for the reply.

I use distraction a lot too but it does not work too well because they always have to have their say on what I am doing. They really like to point out when I do somethig wrong.

Blah.

I just give in to them. It is always the best way for me I guess, :(

Elf..
 
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FRANK

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Hi Elf,
You say you sometimes feel them, too. Do you mean you feel their
bodies moving in yours or are there special effects you feel?
There is a fairly well-known phenomenon in parapsychology called
bi-location in which a person projects themselves into another person's body. Also, twins often feel each other's emotions and
traumas.
Frank
 
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RainbowElf

Guest
Hi :)

I feel my visual hallucinations, not my auditory.
It is never a nice experience as they are always dead people trying to kill me.
I have been burnt and slashed and horrible things like that. They really like strangling me.

*Sigh*

Elf ...
 
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FRANK

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Hi Elf,
If it would upset you to talk about my next question, dont answer it,
but are your visual hallucinations dreams or during waking hours and
do you see real people attacking you and do they inflict real physical
injury?
For myself, I have some pretty horrible dreams in which I have to defend myself from attack and wake up having thrown things about
and occasionally injuring myself.
Frank
 
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Lu86

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Joined
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Hey, I just signed up to this and I thought I'd see what it is like to talk 2 other voice hearers as I have never done before!

I'm still getting used 2 being open about things. I have had my voices for about 7 years and have only in the last year started to use services!

Lu x:confused:
 
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FRANK

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Elf,
I find it really interesting that your voices are a combination of male,
female and a child. Elf, you could not make that up or imagine it.
They are real. I have the same combination for the past 17 years.
Also, during that time the children have grown up, which is very
significant, as if it was hallucination they would have all stayed the same. Also, during the first few years they were extremely predatory
and nasty saying many of the same things you related above. Over
time, once they realized their little power trip was not going to destroy me they became much milder and less nasty. As I have said
elsewhere on this forum, during a period of about two years a
clinical psychologist and I rigged some fairly sophisticated sound
collection and recording equipment and recorded the sounds of their
voices from around, not inside, my head. So these voices come from
outside not inside. Of course, you will never find a psychiatrist or
doctor to agree with that. Not yet anyway. We've concluded it is
a telepathic phenomenon with some very unhappy, satanic-type
people who get off on the power this type of party-line connection affords. We believe there are hundreds of thousands of such
language-specific networks around the world involving predators
and victims. The predators hide and deny everything naturally, while
we victims are the ones who surface seeking help when attacked.
It's a jungle. Meds may help some or sometimes make it worse.
I've found other tactics to deal with these morons which work
fairly well.
You sound like someone fairly strong...you would have to be to
suffer this and still be coherent.
Cheers, Frank
 
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FRANK

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Elf,
I find it really interesting that your voices are a combination of male,
female and a child. Elf, you could not make that up or imagine it.
They are real. I have the same combination for the past 17 years.
Also, during that time the children have grown up, which is very
significant, as if it was hallucination they would have all stayed the same. Also, during the first few years they were extremely predatory
and nasty saying many of the same things you related above. Over
time, once they realized their little power trip was not going to destroy me they became much milder and less nasty. As I have said
elsewhere on this forum, during a period of about two years a
clinical psychologist and I rigged some fairly sophisticated sound
collection and recording equipment and recorded the sounds of their
voices from around, not inside, my head. So these voices come from
outside not inside. Of course, you will never find a psychiatrist or
doctor to agree with that. Not yet anyway. We've concluded it is
a telepathic phenomenon with some very unhappy, satanic-type
people who get off on the power this type of party-line connection affords. We believe there are hundreds of thousands of such
language-specific networks around the world involving predators
and victims. The predators hide and deny everything naturally, while
we victims are the ones who surface seeking help when attacked.
It's a jungle. Meds may help some or sometimes make it worse.
I've found other tactics to deal with these morons which work
fairly well.
You sound like someone fairly strong...you would have to be to
suffer this and still be coherent.
Cheers, Frank
 
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RainbowElf

Guest
Elf,
I find it really interesting that your voices are a combination of male,
female and a child. Elf, you could not make that up or imagine it.
They are real. I have the same combination for the past 17 years.
Also, during that time the children have grown up, which is very
significant, as if it was hallucination they would have all stayed the same. Also, during the first few years they were extremely predatory
and nasty saying many of the same things you related above. Over
time, once they realized their little power trip was not going to destroy me they became much milder and less nasty. As I have said
elsewhere on this forum, during a period of about two years a
clinical psychologist and I rigged some fairly sophisticated sound
collection and recording equipment and recorded the sounds of their
voices from around, not inside, my head. So these voices come from
outside not inside. Of course, you will never find a psychiatrist or
doctor to agree with that. Not yet anyway. We've concluded it is
a telepathic phenomenon with some very unhappy, satanic-type
people who get off on the power this type of party-line connection affords. We believe there are hundreds of thousands of such
language-specific networks around the world involving predators
and victims. The predators hide and deny everything naturally, while
we victims are the ones who surface seeking help when attacked.
It's a jungle. Meds may help some or sometimes make it worse.
I've found other tactics to deal with these morons which work
fairly well.
You sound like someone fairly strong...you would have to be to
suffer this and still be coherent.
Cheers, Frank
Hi Elf,
If it would upset you to talk about my next question, dont answer it,
but are your visual hallucinations dreams or during waking hours and
do you see real people attacking you and do they inflict real physical
injury?
For myself, I have some pretty horrible dreams in which I have to defend myself from attack and wake up having thrown things about
and occasionally injuring myself.
Frank
Frank...

In answer to your first reply, they are not dreams. I am wide awake when they happen. The harm they do is not visible but I feel every bit of it.
Sorry you have some bad times too.

In answer to your second post, they are hallucinations. I will let you beleive what you want too but I know in myself that it is just in my head.
Yes 10 vioces which are all different ages and both sexes are unusual but not totally uncommon. I have heard of people having 14 voices.
If you wish to feel that people are attacking you then that is fair enough, however I see no reason for anyone to send these messages to me. I know a lot of people who want me dead, however sending thoughts to one another is impossible.

Thank you for the replies.

Elf ...
 
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RainbowElf

Guest
Hey, I just signed up to this and I thought I'd see what it is like to talk 2 other voice hearers as I have never done before!

I'm still getting used 2 being open about things. I have had my voices for about 7 years and have only in the last year started to use services!

Lu x:confused:

Hi :)

Glad to hear you are looking to talk to other people who have this experience. :)
Welcome.
I know it is tough to open up and I didn't tell people about it till I had been suffereing for a while.

How are the services been on you?

Elf ...
 
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FRANK

Member
Joined
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Messages
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Hi Elf,
Thanks for your reply. There is quite a large body of literature
supporting the idea of people talking with one another telepathically
as well as intentionally affecting others physically. I'll give just one
specific: in a book called "Child of Eternity" by Adriana Rocha and
Kristi Jorde who are mother and daughter, chapter 15 ("Adri's
Telephones") describes how they began talking to each other silently
and mentally while apart and confirmed their conversations when
together. They converse with one another telepathically to this day.
Our position is that much of what is considered auditory hallucination
is in fact real person-to-person communication.
Frank
 
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RainbowElf

Guest
Hi Elf,
Thanks for your reply. There is quite a large body of literature
supporting the idea of people talking with one another telepathically
as well as intentionally affecting others physically. I'll give just one
specific: in a book called "Child of Eternity" by Adriana Rocha and
Kristi Jorde who are mother and daughter, chapter 15 ("Adri's
Telephones") describes how they began talking to each other silently
and mentally while apart and confirmed their conversations when
together. They converse with one another telepathically to this day.
Our position is that much of what is considered auditory hallucination
is in fact real person-to-person communication.
Frank
Hi, Frank
As I said before you beleive what you want to beleive and I will beleive what I want to beleive.
Am struggling as it is at the moment with more voices and I can not be giving them any more strength.
They are simply hallucinations, conjured up by MY mind. Sorry that was more for "them" then you.

I hope you can respect my thoughts and feelings concerning my voices.

Elf ...
 
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