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My sorrow is untellable.

Kannon

Kannon

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Why do my hands keep moving? Why do I keep walking? All when my heart has stopped.
My mind is too stun-locked into submission to even think of the things that haunt me in the widest periphery.
Will there be hope of redeeming myself? Or is this the end, one of stagnation, horror and decay.

Only a few years ago, so far more stable than now, and eyes still fresh and alive - not deadened to the sorrows of this earth.

The weight is ever increasing without relent. I have become a prisoner in my own life.
 
Tawny

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@Kannon That is a powerful image

Are you able to find any pleasure despite the pain or numbness?

My sorrow is always in the background but i manage to live alongside it.
 
Kannon

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@Tawny I too for the most part live alongside, but its too buried within my depersonalisation to be fully experienced. It's just sometimes it because a little too much to bare.

I have been painting miniatures and watching some shows, a year ago I was too distraught to do something as basic as that. So there is some progress.
 
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