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PeeturDCF
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It has become chronic, especially more so after having lost my cherished support personnel. I now find it hard to even go in any shop to pay for something without getting panic type feelings and walking along busy streets is tough. I just want to get out of a shop quickly. Now many shops charge you for bagging your things and that can cause a delay. I think my social side is going out of the window forever. I don't know what brought all this on, but I better get used to the idea it may be staying. It is like this for me when I board a bus too. I am convinced all the grief that has amounted in my life has a lot to do with this.
My face goes pure red. Adrenaline rushes-a-plenty will occur and I no longer have appointed support since I chose not to take my support any more (since I got so fed up being told I won't get Joanna or Sara back and quit).
The judge wanted me to go stay with my parents after I got out of jail (see my first thread), but that house they are in is a pig pen. I never wanted to go back there, but it was in my bail terms I stay away from my supported accommodation, since the first flat is an office.
Now I have to go back to court in December for to find out the outcome. I do not have any money right now, and I get in debt by borrowing from my family. The police took my laptop away one day I was arrested in July. I had my iTunes media authorized to it. Google search as to why Apple are annoying folk by being all "restrictive" with their accounts.
So, am I screwed now? I really struggle with anxiety. My body feels all hot. It is going to present issues when it comes to being in social settings. I know a website called Meetup that arranges groups and I just find it impossible now to go out alone. So nowadays, I tend not to play pool that often with my mate. He (Frank) has been my mate since 2008 and we were in college.
It has become chronic, especially more so after having lost my cherished support personnel. I now find it hard to even go in any shop to pay for something without getting panic type feelings and walking along busy streets is tough. I just want to get out of a shop quickly. Now many shops charge you for bagging your things and that can cause a delay. I think my social side is going out of the window forever. I don't know what brought all this on, but I better get used to the idea it may be staying. It is like this for me when I board a bus too. I am convinced all the grief that has amounted in my life has a lot to do with this.
My face goes pure red. Adrenaline rushes-a-plenty will occur and I no longer have appointed support since I chose not to take my support any more (since I got so fed up being told I won't get Joanna or Sara back and quit).
The judge wanted me to go stay with my parents after I got out of jail (see my first thread), but that house they are in is a pig pen. I never wanted to go back there, but it was in my bail terms I stay away from my supported accommodation, since the first flat is an office.
Now I have to go back to court in December for to find out the outcome. I do not have any money right now, and I get in debt by borrowing from my family. The police took my laptop away one day I was arrested in July. I had my iTunes media authorized to it. Google search as to why Apple are annoying folk by being all "restrictive" with their accounts.
So, am I screwed now? I really struggle with anxiety. My body feels all hot. It is going to present issues when it comes to being in social settings. I know a website called Meetup that arranges groups and I just find it impossible now to go out alone. So nowadays, I tend not to play pool that often with my mate. He (Frank) has been my mate since 2008 and we were in college.