My rage is getting worse

Deadheading

Deadheading

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I posted twice last night, mostly in my journal thread, about what irritated me last night.

The hornet's nest (which is me) was poked again, and of course mum denies knowing that flask is mine. Dad told me to respect them, or he'd kick me out. I exploded.

I need arguments like this to give me the drive to terminate my life, yet I don't feel ready. The deadline to end my life is just two weeks away. I don't have a lot of time left.
 
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Deadheading, two weeks gives you time to contact a therapist and talk about this rage of yours; perhaps unloading it enough to see past it. Being locked into a dysfunctional family is no reason to harm yourself. It's reason to leave the dysfunctional environment if you ask me. Or if you can't leave yet due to your age, family therapy would be in order. But harming yourself is not a smart answer.
 
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Family therapy was tried, and the offending party was not interested in continuing after one session.
 

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