- Apr 4, 2019
I don't know how to cope. I have become physically violent, I don't respond well to medication it is what made me have my first ever manic episode and violent behaviors. when I came off meds everything seemed fine and then the other day I self-harmed and hit my boyfriend in rage. I also have OCD so I'm having tons of intrusive thoughts and "what ifs" "what if I kill him" has been the worst and hardest I'm breaking down mentally.