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My Pathetic Life

LonelyL

LonelyL

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Joined
Dec 16, 2009
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Location
New York
I'm suffering from depression because of my life experience that was so pathetic.. I've been through so many crises with my family, the people outside. I was always picked on at school. I got hit by my parents a lot even as an adult.. I've been back stabbed by people who I thought where my friends.. I never experience a sexual relationship because I always get rejected ever since High School.. Recently I was going out with a guy that I work with for a while thinking I was finally going to have a sexual relationship until I found out he was GAY! I was so devastated that I felt like walking into to a train station to jump off of the platform and get runned over by a subway. :( I'm 42 & I'm still living with my mother & sister, I'm a very lonely person, I have no friends, no social life... I've been through therapists but none of them helped me.. I've become bitter, I ignore or curse people out whenever they get on my nerves, I developed a bitter attitude, I've become very unfriendly because of this BS I've been through in my life.:mad: I wake up every morning asking myself if I deserve to be alive. My life is filled with nothing but disappointment and misfortune. I don't know how much more of this I can take.. I'd be really happy if I get caught in a fatal accident, I'll be free of my misery and pain.. :cry:
 
keepsafe

keepsafe

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:welcome:to the forum LonelyL, are you taking anything at the mo for your depression? I hope that you find this a good place to be.

KS
 
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grace68

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May 12, 2009
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Location
yorkshire
LonelyL ... don't know what to say... just welcome to this forum :hug:

Grace x
 
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