- Apr 14, 2021
- lexington, ky
I have had issues with prominent anxiety since I can actually form memories. Don't get me wrong, I am a happy/positive person 60% of the time but when I'm am anxious, my world is ending; if I am sad, I want to kill myself; and if I am mad, I just want to kill someone else. These changes happen quicky sometimes and can last for minutes or for days. I went to multiple Psychiatrists and only one addressed Bipolar disorder, which they said I didn't have. I am terrified of being diagnosed Bipolar since "that" parent was quite abusive and considered a"bad person" by everyone that knew them. I was the top of my Med School class but I cannot control my rapidly changing emotions and have formed habits to neutralize my anxiety, anger and depression...which are...unhealthy/dangerous. What would you do?