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My Only Dream Is death

albie

albie

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I'm not sure it is depression so much. More that I have seen through the illusion of life.

People have dreams that are achievable. These dreams are really not worth having.

Some have dreams that will never come true. The dreams are not really worth having.

Isn't it better if we just didn't exist? Rather than live in a fantasy world. My only real dream is to not exist.
 
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albie

albie

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I feel free knowing this...
 
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IWILLOBTAINMENTALHEALTH

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Most of the time I wish I didn't exist. Not even my soul. I don't want it to wind up in Hell. Suffer in this world then suffer in the next world. There is no end to pain and suffering. I hope Hell does not exist!!! :panic: :cry2:
 
Groot

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Isn't it better if we just didn't exist?
Albie I'd give anything for an awareness Off/On Switch I could toggle and cease to be aware of anything. My brain needs long breaks from reality to cope with all the stress and pain. Even my dreams are no escape because they're often terrifying.

Life may in fact be an illusion as you say, but for many of us it's more like a never ending nightmare.

I dreamed about a dead person last week btw. The smell was quite awful. I've never smelled death before in my dreams and I woke up nauseated.

Anyway I hope your future dreams are much nicer than mine, and you find more meaning to your life.
 
UglyLoser

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I know this feeling dude...
 
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DePinkSoul

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My dream is death too
 
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