My mother-in-law passed away two months ago. She has been my best friend for over thirty years. She has not been herself for a few years. This past year had been brutal for us both. As she battled death and lost ground each day, and I started battling severe anxiety. It was so bad, I couldn't neven talk to her on the phone without having an anxiety attack. She was in hospice 11 days. Any way, I found out that I have a pituartary tumor and it is affecting my adrenal gland and stuff. It is all so paralyzing for me. I have had anxiety for years, but this, this is something different.