- Sep 1, 2014
- stoke on trent
I don't usually post on these sites. I tend to just read and relate to so many stories and experiences. I find it so hard to trust people, and think they have an alteria motive when they do say anything to me or are even nice to me. My life is a complete shambles, the only thing good in my life is my two kids. After years of sexual abuse, physical abuse and emotional abuse I'm left with crippling anxiety and cyclothymia. Everyday is a challenge, everyday i remind myself i am here for my girls, everyday i realise my relationship has been messed up by my illness. Yet tomorrow i could feel on top of the world. This illness makes no sense to me. Now i have DWP on my back wanting face to face interviews. Guess what I'd love to go back to work, live a normal life be happy, not worry what people think of me. Earn money contribute to society. Not worry about hurting anyone's feelings. My ex family don't care why would they, they are part of who inflicted this crap on me. I finally accept my illness after 5 years and you just throw more problems at me. I really don't understand life.