- Jan 26, 2021
my mom just told me my brother is visiting and i want to cry because i literally dont have anything to talk about with him cause all i do is work and hallucinate. my hallucinations limits the number of normal conversations i can have with people because im literally not thinking the same things as them. it makes me so sad that i plan to sit in my room while my brother is coming to visit. fuck life. fuck god, and fuck aliens. fuck EVERYONE. this is alllll bullshit and torture. im in a simulation of fucking hell while others are in a simulation of heaven.