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My introduction



New member
Dec 31, 2014
My name is Nikki, and I am a 25 year old MTF transsexual girl. I live with Eric who is my boyfriend and he is 61 years old. I stay inside our townhouse 6 days a week. I feel persecuted from the local attitudes and politics because of the fact that I live in the American south. I've been to psychologists, therapists, psychiatrists, case workers and employment help from the government programs, and I get 700$ SSDI every month, although I don't believe that I necessary am disabled.

I don't know what I want to do with my life except join the theater. And Im taking 1 mg of risperidone per night. I believe this may be unnecessary for me. Resperidone seems like a very strong drug. By the way, did you know that in the dawn of the pharmaceutical industry, many of the drugs were based on concentrated plant molecules, as opposed to the synthetic chemicals that our pharmacy grade drugs are made up of today?
Eric is completely devoted and fully believes in the rehabilatory effects of psychiatric help and prescription medicine for any reason.
I personally believe food can and should be used as medicine, and if the full ramifications of the medicinal effects of different foods had on the human body were know by the pharmaceutical industry, they would be going out of business.

I also have some dark thoughts. I am a conspiracy theorist. I believe many conspiracy theories, however I have enough sense to weed out the bullcrap.


Well-known member
May 30, 2012
small town Ontario, Canada
Hey Mousey, welcome to the forum. Am going to pm you personally. Hope you find some help and peice of mind here.


Well-known member
May 30, 2012
small town Ontario, Canada
Have been PMing another member, just wanted to really welcome you, I have a brother who was born gay, now also in his 60's, my son is having transgender issues with confusion because of scitzophrenia, I have known a few RL trangengers and having MH issues of my own can relate to much of what you need to share. I have become very good friends with many online as well. Hope you keep posting people need to know the truth of it all and the struggles you face daily.:welcome:


Well-known member
Jun 25, 2013
hello and welcome


Hi Nikki and :welcome: to the forum,

It seems like you have made a useful and helpful contact already in Gajolene, who I am sure will empathise with you and support you well.

I'm sorry to hear about the issues you are dealing with....but encouraged by your enquiring mind and positive stance. That's good to hear!

Good luck with it all and look forward to hearing more from you.


Well-known member
Jan 25, 2012
:welcome: Nikki, good to have you here :)
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