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My fate to die?

AliceinWonderland

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Sorry you're feeling unwell Wave. Hope you're feeling better soon :hug: x
 
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"Silence is the last thing the world will ever hear from me"
- Marlee Matlin

I'm wondering if should be worried by how much I like this quote.
 
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I'm so sorry you're feeling like this. I know it might seem inevitable - that's part of the nature of illness that is depression - but it's not inevitable. Things can start to look up (I know it's hard to see that right now). You're worth far more than you realise right now. Try not to focus on the future, because your illness will only allow you to see bleakness right now; try to focus on the moment instead, and try to fill your day with little moments that are as enjoyable as possible. Thinking of you. We're here for you.
Katya, such good advice! Anxiety od generally dread of something that may happen in the future. Don't think about it! Easier said than done but you are so right.
 
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I spend my life being so terrified of not existing that I panic at the thought. I don't want to exist as I am, but the idea of the world going on without me is horrific, but it will happen. I think about it far too much. It terrifies me that at some point I won't have a choice and I wish to the spirits that I had the guts to make one xxx
 
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I've been rereading this thread. It's unsettled me. Although, I think I was heading that way anyway. It's made me feel that action is required. I really wish there was someone I could talk to about this but unfortunately that is not the case. Not sure where that leaves me :BLAH:
 
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Day 4 of pain and nausea. Frustrated. Anxious (about various things).
 
AliceinWonderland

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Sorry to hear about the pain and nausea, that sounds horrible for you :hug:

I'm not surprised rereading the thread has unsettled you :hug: When you say action is required and you've no one to talk to about it, what do you mean? You can talk here, but I wonder if you mean other than that.

Thinking of you Wave x
 
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It has been a while. Wish I could say things had been good. Lost someone I loved yesterday. He's at peace now I know and I'm glad about that. But I'm not okay. I've told only one person about this, it hasn't helped. I am alone. And I don't know what to do for the best. I am so tired.
 
Mayflower7

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Hi,
I'm so sorry for your loss, you'll always have us.
Take care
 
soulsearcher

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Sorry for your loss, I hope things get better for you
 
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