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My fate to die?

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Waverunner

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Thanks. Taken a knock this week. Not sure where it leaves me. Still fighting thoughts and urges.
 
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Keeping fighting :) I'm a total hypocrite I know but you've come this far so why give up now?
 
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Hey, it's been ages since we last talked.
I would ask how you are but that's a stupid question. :hug1:
Are you up to much these days? Just wondering if you've got much in the way of distraction.

I know that it feels futile at times because the feelings will still be there when the distraction has gone, but I'm mainly getting by at the moment by trying to focus on random shite.
 
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Hey, it's been ages since we last talked.
I would ask how you are but that's a stupid question. :hug1:
Are you up to much these days? Just wondering if you've got much in the way of distraction.

I know that it feels futile at times because the feelings will still be there when the distraction has gone, but I'm mainly getting by at the moment by trying to focus on random shite.
No distractions, not even work as I couldn't manage the physical symptoms at work anymore. So, really nowhere to go.
 
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Waverunner

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Heading downwards at an alarming rate. Tonight is a real struggle. I fear myself.
 
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I hope you make it through tonight. :hug:
 
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I hope you do too Wave. Sorry you are struggling so much :hug:
 
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How are you doing today Wave?
 
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Not doing too well. Finding it harder and harder to get motivated. Don't want to leave the house. Want it to end! Not finding doctors helpful (for physical stuff) but am being sent for brain scan.
 
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Not doing too well. Finding it harder and harder to get motivated. Don't want to leave the house. Want it to end! Not finding doctors helpful (for physical stuff) but am being sent for brain scan.
:hug: Yes, I can relate to finding it harder and harder to get motivated, and to leave the house, been there. I'm sorry you're not finding the doctors helpful, but hopefully the scan will provide some answers.

Something needs to change
:hug: I really hope it does for the better. You sound quite frustrated, even angry maybe? Can you use some of that energy to get out and do something today? Say to yourself 'what the hell, I'm going to go and do something, go somewhere nice, treat myself to something, get in touch with someone'? Take a risk in it turning out to be positive?
 
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Rough day. Feeling the fatigue today! Low and disconnected. Still have this sense things are going to blow up one way or another.
 
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