I have been in bed for the past 3 days just exhausted too. I understand your feelings. I always feel inadequate and sad typing words. Just wish I could give someone a cup of tea and a hug. So many people now have no-one to just talk to. I can see that you are loved on this forum and I don't think it would be a good idea to leave. Am glad winter is on it's way and I can just hibernate like a hedgehog. The miserable weather matches my mood. Please keep going.