My fate to die?

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I have been in bed for the past 3 days just exhausted too. I understand your feelings. I always feel inadequate and sad typing words. Just wish I could give someone a cup of tea and a hug. So many people now have no-one to just talk to. I can see that you are loved on this forum and I don't think it would be a good idea to leave. Am glad winter is on it's way and I can just hibernate like a hedgehog. The miserable weather matches my mood. Please keep going.
 
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I have been wondering too. I know when that black hole comes it's difficult to communicate in any way. Sometimes you have to sink right to the bottom to start coming up again.
 
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I think it's time to leave here. Definitely something to ponder.
Leave the forum? Can you say why you're pondering that?
Been thinking of you Wave. This was a while ago now, that you last posted, so I wonder if you have decided to leave here.

I still care what is happening for you. I hope you're ok. And wish you all the best in whatever you're going through or doing now. Keep taking care of yourself, and treat yourself with as much kindness as you can. You've shown a lot of care and kindness to people here, you deserve it as well :)

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Hope barmcake is ok too, if they've decided to move on as well, or even if they haven't :hug:
 
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Sorry you're feeling unwell Wave. Hope you're feeling better soon :hug: x
 
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"Silence is the last thing the world will ever hear from me"
- Marlee Matlin

I'm wondering if should be worried by how much I like this quote.
 
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I'm so sorry you're feeling like this. I know it might seem inevitable - that's part of the nature of illness that is depression - but it's not inevitable. Things can start to look up (I know it's hard to see that right now). You're worth far more than you realise right now. Try not to focus on the future, because your illness will only allow you to see bleakness right now; try to focus on the moment instead, and try to fill your day with little moments that are as enjoyable as possible. Thinking of you. We're here for you.
Katya, such good advice! Anxiety od generally dread of something that may happen in the future. Don't think about it! Easier said than done but you are so right.
 
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I spend my life being so terrified of not existing that I panic at the thought. I don't want to exist as I am, but the idea of the world going on without me is horrific, but it will happen. I think about it far too much. It terrifies me that at some point I won't have a choice and I wish to the spirits that I had the guts to make one xxx
 
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I've been rereading this thread. It's unsettled me. Although, I think I was heading that way anyway. It's made me feel that action is required. I really wish there was someone I could talk to about this but unfortunately that is not the case. Not sure where that leaves me :BLAH:
 
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Sorry to hear about the pain and nausea, that sounds horrible for you :hug:

I'm not surprised rereading the thread has unsettled you :hug: When you say action is required and you've no one to talk to about it, what do you mean? You can talk here, but I wonder if you mean other than that.

Thinking of you Wave x
 
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It has been a while. Wish I could say things had been good. Lost someone I loved yesterday. He's at peace now I know and I'm glad about that. But I'm not okay. I've told only one person about this, it hasn't helped. I am alone. And I don't know what to do for the best. I am so tired.
 
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