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My dreams don't make me feel safe living with my parents or my brother

iamnotsane

iamnotsane

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Since the day my brother told he wished he had a wand to turn me into a boy and beat until i'm in a coma haunts me it haunts my dreams i even told my "mom" and she just went "oh okay" like oh really? i bet she'd let him do it in a heart beat and i don't even want to tell my "dad" because he'll just side with him because this guy is not even my real dad, and my brother is not my real brother but came from my "mom" anyways. i found out he wasn't even my real dad by my sister because she found out somewhere else so my "mom" didn't even tell me she told me after she found out my sister knew my "real" dad is in "prison" i doubt it just another lie in my life she doesn't even want me to meet him, what if he's rich and better than her and thats why she doesn't want me to meet him? so as i was saying i don't absolutely don't feel safe here without thinking about him actually killing me, sadly can't go anywhere i dont have money, job, or anyone to confide in.
 
sadpunchingbag

sadpunchingbag

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well dude they they are dreams ? have you looked into seeing someone about this issue ?
 
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Zoe1

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hi iamnotsane

Im so sorry to hear about all this
I think you would need extra help as well as us
I dont know what is available for young people

but you could try something like this

Abuse

:grouphug:
 
iamnotsane

iamnotsane

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well dude they they are dreams ? have you looked into seeing someone about this issue ?
i have a psychiatrist thats about it i've been through alot of counselors, they all left me, i have no choice but to not look into more counselors because they will leave and if i tell my doctor he'll tell my parents. and they already know about these dreams and they. don't. care. AT ALL
 
iamnotsane

iamnotsane

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hi iamnotsane

Im so sorry to hear about all this
I think you would need extra help as well as us
I dont know what is available for young people

but you could try something like this

Abuse

:grouphug:
thanks for this :)
 
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Zoe1

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:welcome:

yes let us know how it goes with you
I am reading your thread

:grouphug:
 
FindingTheMeaning

FindingTheMeaning

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i have a psychiatrist thats about it i've been through alot of counselors, they all left me, i have no choice but to not look into more counselors because they will leave and if i tell my doctor he'll tell my parents. and they already know about these dreams and they. don't. care. AT ALL
Those are some shitty counselors. Find someone else. My therapist I first went to is still willing to do sessions over phone call or skype since he is really far away. He also answers emails when I'm feeling terrible and I don't know who to go to. There are people who care, you just haven't found them and its not your fault.
 
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