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My apex of paranoia fears was that I didn't exist but was actually a laser in a computer disc reader.

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haystack

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I was a laser that Jesus had put inside the computer disc reader that was my spirit. this had to happen for 2,000 years divided by a two year time loop which was on the disc. The computer was inside a spaceship created by Jesus to deliver the devil to fire lake. after the mission was completed I would be allowed to be with my love of my life with a body in Heaven...whew...glad that's over. anyways....it was terrifying to think I was living a recording of my life.
 
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Wow. That does sound like it would be scary. I'm sorry you're feeling that way.
 
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I thought I was wanted by the fbi
beause of my online love affairs
being a danger to national security

I thought everyone in the hospital
was either spying for one side or the other !
 
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haystack

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it was 1998 when I believed it...I published a book about it that I can't mention here. Thank goodness for meds...sorry Zoe1 , that's awful...I'm sure you were equally terrified !!
 
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oh yes sorry I am meaning to read it !

I felt a bit overly fearless I think at the time
 
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it is common to not be afraid...in my first three months of being ill I was euphoric. totally opposite to the paranoia I had later on.
 
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