- Mar 21, 2009
Its my mums funeral tomorrow and I don't know how I can face it. She died suddenly of an aeortic aneurysm and she was only 61. Me and my mum had a rocky relationship, we were just polar opposites and I think I was never good enough for her but this doesn't stop the guilt that I now feel and the longing to have been a better daughter. Even though we didn't get along all the time there were good times and I need my mum to know how much I loved her, the guilt is breaking me in two. I feel like my world has been torn apart.