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starlitskie
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My Mum has had bi polar since I was a baby. I am now 21 (going on 22) and during my life Mum has been admitted to hospital 4 times. Usually this is because she thinks she doesn't need the pills anymore. She has never been sick apart from those times however her experiences stick with her. She was good for 10 years then since she's been with her new partner she was so happy she thought she didnt need pills. He monitored her going off them but by the time he told her to go back on them she wouldnt and turned on him. We put her in hospital last year and i felt like i did so much of the work.... he didnt tell us she was 'crazy' and had been having insomnia for a week until the day before she had the police escort him out of the house. it was us that contacted him.
Now this time shes not coming to my wedding because church is evil, but she believes in jesus (who she thought was the devil for 20 years and now suddenly she believes) but she doesnt believe in the bible or religion or christianity. she wont step into a church, theres no logic in it except some thoughts that dont make sense. she will come to get photos after and go to the reception... but i want my mum at my wedding. i tried to reason with her and it just turned into an argument and she told me off for calling the hospital just to see what they could do for her (while it was at an early stage) she thinks i shouldnt of yet she was at the stage of trying to change her first name from Rose to Arabella.
Now this time shes not coming to my wedding because church is evil, but she believes in jesus (who she thought was the devil for 20 years and now suddenly she believes) but she doesnt believe in the bible or religion or christianity. she wont step into a church, theres no logic in it except some thoughts that dont make sense. she will come to get photos after and go to the reception... but i want my mum at my wedding. i tried to reason with her and it just turned into an argument and she told me off for calling the hospital just to see what they could do for her (while it was at an early stage) she thinks i shouldnt of yet she was at the stage of trying to change her first name from Rose to Arabella.