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bluestone
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- Oct 29, 2009
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Here is a quick run -down on my life story so far,its not going to take long so you dont have to get comfortable.
My age is forty- two, i joined the british army in 1984 and left in 1987 and have not been able to work since, married with a great wife and five good kids,do not go to the shops,talk to people,answer the phone or participate in any social events,,,,,,,,done.
Straight to the point, i used to want to change but now i really dont give a shit any-more, all i want is WHY? my kids want to know why i dont work and i want to tell them,but what to say.
I came across avoidance personality disorder the other day and think this is it, yet i have had to find out myself.Not once has this been mentioned to me from people i have seen, i do not function like others.
I have a horrible thought that if my Health Authority diagnose a personality disorder then they are obliged to treat me instead of just giving me diazapan, how bad do you have to be? maybe they have to put there resources for the young ones.
I used to want to work and have a career and a house but thats all gone for me, i can start to live with that but can society, i have never done anything illegal but i keep hearing mr angry wanting to blow every-one away.