- May 19, 2019
Maybe this is a ptsd thing or an anxiety thing, but literally everything that ever didn't go according to my mother's plans became a huge problem, with screaming, and blaming and no dinner, yadda yadda... 20 years later and I'm having a lot of trouble dealing with not wanting to make decisions. From big things like choosing to move house and small things like what to eat or wear... it's becoming a serious problem. Maybe I'm fearful/anxious about my choices leading to failure or being blamed for things going wrong, but just knowing that isn't helping. The other day, a friend of mine wanted me to choose where we should get takeout and it spiraled into me having an anxiety attack in the bathroom. That shouldn't happen, that's not something I need to be anxious over but I am. Help?