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I was about to wake up from my sleep but I was dreaming about when I had to run into urgent care because the guy who advertised something as a photoshoot, violated me.

First he took these weird suction things and out of the blue put them on my body. I told him, you can’t do that, I never agreed to that. He became frustrated with me and defended himself. He was violating me and he wouldn’t take no for an answer.

Then, he abused me and I told him to stop and that it hurts. He would not stop.

I had to go into urgent care afterwards. I was sitting in the hospital so frustrated and upset and I felt like so dehumanized.

I think it was a form of rape.

It’s not fair that I have to go through this. Normal people don’t have to suffer like this the way I do.

here I am getting ready to work noc shift at my job and I already feel like these memories are disabling me.

I defend what I said, it’s not safe here where I live for asian women.

it’s just constant physical and mental abuse. When will this all stop?
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May 25, 2020
I am so so sorry this happened to you. I can fully understand why the memories come to surface. To have experienced something like that is very painful.

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