- Aug 19, 2020
My anxiety has been at an all time high this summer. My partner and I have an infant that was born early this summer. We haven’t had an empty house since. The house has been a disaster. My breastfeeding schedule has gone out the window and I’m so close to not producing anymore. Part of me wants to just be done breastfeeding because there’s too much stuff to do but at the same time it’s one of the things I really wanted to do. Thanks to the fact that I’m also depressed I become totally numb to the mess and I can get some sleep..until my anxiety picks back up. I’m constant flipping between “I couldn’t care less” and “My world is upside down”.