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mrs_hadfield
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Hi all, I have a current diagnosis of BPD (but doctor now seems to think it is bipolar - waiting for psych assessment), although I have been fine for nealry 8 months. Until - 2 weeks ago when I started to act manic and irritable at the same time, I had 3 days/nights with not needing to sleep, was wide awake and then when I get to sleep it is very disturbed and I have been having horrendous nightmares - so vivid, in my nightmare last night, I killed several people and hid them around my house, I had to get up early in the morning to check I hadn't actually done it. That was very scary.
I am not suicidal but feel hopeless and worthless, along the my hyper mood - like paranoia, bugging my husband by being over-playful, non stop chatter and cleaning the house with loud music at 3am because there is no way I need any sleep. My up and down mood has been happening for over 2 weeks now.
Does this sound like a mixed bipolar episode to you? Thought I would ask people who have been there, or who are still there. Thanks in advance.
Em.
I am not suicidal but feel hopeless and worthless, along the my hyper mood - like paranoia, bugging my husband by being over-playful, non stop chatter and cleaning the house with loud music at 3am because there is no way I need any sleep. My up and down mood has been happening for over 2 weeks now.
Does this sound like a mixed bipolar episode to you? Thought I would ask people who have been there, or who are still there. Thanks in advance.
Em.
