- Jun 19, 2015
I'm feeling very strange today. I have been having intrusive thoughts and been getting synchronicities with the Tv. I cant think clearly. My voices are all over the place. When I do eat I feel nauseous. I've been having thoughts of SHing or harming other people. I saw my nurse today. She wasn't happy that my apartment is a mess, but she told me she wasn't going to focus on that because she could tell I wasn't well. My blood pressure was super high 194/101. Shes going to schedule an appointment for me at the free clinic to get my blood pressure seen about. I cant remember anything. I just want to sleep. I am thinking of going to the hospital but I don't really want to.