
Fairy Lucretia
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so i have known her since i was 13 and she wants to meet up next week
i don't go out though well not to socialise and im scared of so many things
the list is too long to type
but some are
what if her husband is there? i don't want to meet a stranger
what if i get lost in the taxi
what if i have a panic attack
we have stayed in touch over the years by email and recently by phone
what if she has an affair with my bf
what if im going into the world which i haven't been part of for decades and people expect so many things from me
ugh
should i go or not? x
i don't go out though well not to socialise and im scared of so many things
the list is too long to type
but some are
what if her husband is there? i don't want to meet a stranger
what if i get lost in the taxi
what if i have a panic attack
we have stayed in touch over the years by email and recently by phone
what if she has an affair with my bf

what if im going into the world which i haven't been part of for decades and people expect so many things from me
ugh
should i go or not? x