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grace68
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I've done it again. I've booked flights for me and my husband for the summer. Now I'm depressed I know that husband will be horrified by poor choice,very expensive flights to jersey for 4 days. I cant tell him, I do the banking, i keep transferring money out of our savings. Yet another guilty secret. Cancellation impossible. I really cant tell husband he will insist on using the flights but it'll be a disaster. I have had to cancel holidays in the past. i just have to write off another £400. So so stupid, and spent same amount on expensive makeup
Most of time I too depressed to wear makeup, I hardly ever wear it. I am HATING this crazy bipolar. It is humiliating and ridiculous. Why cant I be happy without being mad. I keep seeing psychiatrist and tried just once a new med, but I'm too scared to change from lithium and Prozac which I've been on for years. Have bounced back to GP now, I missed an appointment with psych, she phoned me and I said I was fine. I don't want to change meds again anyway.
Why am I posting this, I just wanted to offload. Is anyone else like me though?
Most of time I too depressed to wear makeup, I hardly ever wear it. I am HATING this crazy bipolar. It is humiliating and ridiculous. Why cant I be happy without being mad. I keep seeing psychiatrist and tried just once a new med, but I'm too scared to change from lithium and Prozac which I've been on for years. Have bounced back to GP now, I missed an appointment with psych, she phoned me and I said I was fine. I don't want to change meds again anyway.
Why am I posting this, I just wanted to offload. Is anyone else like me though?