- Sep 9, 2009
- bradford west yorks
i feel so shakey and manic im seeing a phcyartist in two hours again , the crisis team said i need re asseing i feel explosive but not happy i feel on edge and so much energy , i feel every thing is going to fast for me to keep up with . i seeing things like white flashes and white dots . and i saw the key bored press the number 6 on its own. i have thoughts now of cutting my stomach? why woyuld i have a thought likek that? i have to go on my own to phcy hospital in taxi! thats gonna be fun for the driver! ha ... my whole body is shaking and im sure the crisis team have bugged my home to see if im lying, i cant calm and i have a ges yet. screammmmmmmmm! the more i write the quiker my thoughts get , i get bad images of murders . help me if you can i dnt know how but maybe you could help me by telling me how u cope? they just tell me to have a bath when im like this but i cant do that.