- Jan 29, 2015
Depressed and struggling to hold on to whatever hope I can find. Bipolar 1, was in a world of my own for four months, have now come down. As it's mostly depression that I experience in life, I am posting here. Seeing psych tomorrow, absolutely dreading that, he will suggest yet another med maybe, something else to erode my physical health while making almost no difference to my state of mind. I'm 52, I've had depression and bipolar my whole adult life and the effects have been devastating. Worst of it is, I brought a son into the world in the most horrible circumstances, he ended up in care from age 8, now he's 19 and suffering too. I am so freaking angry at life sometimes, it's not as if it's just me suffering, there's so many of us, that doesn't make it any better does it? OK I guess this is a vent, bloody mad at life.