I feel like I'm drowning! I can't stop Thinking, and over thinking and because of my own deep seeded issues, i am neglecting the woman i love more than life itself. She's started thinking i nolonger care about her and she couldn't be more wrong. I just get so caught up in my own world and for some damned reason i can't seem to give her the love and attention she needs. I get withdrawn, quiet, and moody and it affects her directly. I love her so much and need her to know that i need her to be patient with me, to be strong and Know that she really is my Everything. I can't lose her. I just can't.