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- Jul 23, 2018
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I'm lonely.
I have no friends IRL and even online I feel people don't like me and don't want to chat with me.
I have my parents still and I am lucky because they are good and love me, but they are old now and when they are gone, they will be gone.
I'm also scared because I have a very dark purple toe. I ignored it for weeks thinking it was bruised from a bump but it got worse and now it hurts, sends shivers up my spine.
Maybe it's just broken but I googled and it could be symptom of a serious illness. I'm scared it might have gotten so bad it will be cut off.
My hand is also infected with something nasty. I got dermatitis from my previous job but it developed to something horrible.
My ED behaviours have also been triggered recently which haven't helped.
I'm overall a mess.
I have no friends IRL and even online I feel people don't like me and don't want to chat with me.
I have my parents still and I am lucky because they are good and love me, but they are old now and when they are gone, they will be gone.
I'm also scared because I have a very dark purple toe. I ignored it for weeks thinking it was bruised from a bump but it got worse and now it hurts, sends shivers up my spine.
Maybe it's just broken but I googled and it could be symptom of a serious illness. I'm scared it might have gotten so bad it will be cut off.
My hand is also infected with something nasty. I got dermatitis from my previous job but it developed to something horrible.
My ED behaviours have also been triggered recently which haven't helped.
I'm overall a mess.