Lonely, scared

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I'm lonely.

I have no friends IRL and even online I feel people don't like me and don't want to chat with me.

I have my parents still and I am lucky because they are good and love me, but they are old now and when they are gone, they will be gone.

I'm also scared because I have a very dark purple toe. I ignored it for weeks thinking it was bruised from a bump but it got worse and now it hurts, sends shivers up my spine.

Maybe it's just broken but I googled and it could be symptom of a serious illness. I'm scared it might have gotten so bad it will be cut off.

My hand is also infected with something nasty. I got dermatitis from my previous job but it developed to something horrible.

My ED behaviours have also been triggered recently which haven't helped.

I'm overall a mess.
 
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What's your age range and gender? What was the serious illness from the symptom?

Everyone is lonely even with someone in their lives. It's because we're not connecting with each other in the right way.

You can't trust people nowadays because our attitudes and behaviors are shifting daily from persuasion.

Though, you can find someone who is like minded. Different but the same. Hey, you might run into someone on here. Cool. But be ready to experience the pros and cons of an friendship whoever you choose to elope with as a friend.

As I said before, people are not trustworthy. Only a small percentage are. It's like finding a niddle in a haystack. Good luck lol. But you'll find the one(s).

OMG please go to the doctor to see what is wrong with your hand and toe. Stop waiting around before you become fatal. Sorry. Could be an serious infection throughout your body.

At least your parents are for you and not against you no matter what. Excellent. I'm glad they're still here to continue to cherish y'alls relationship. However, your enemies are the closest. Be aware and grounded.

Know your triggers; meaning what triggers you. Once you do, you can learn to respond to them in a sense of control.
 
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i hope your toe is nothing serious but you need to get it checked out as soon as possible
please make an appointment with your doctor

im sorry you feel so lonely ,im sure if you posted here more you would make new friends soon

let us know about your toe
love Lu x
 
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I didn't manage to see a doctor today, only in a week.

But a nurse saw my toe. It's neither broken and it has blood circulation. His best guess is that it's from pressure from my shoes being too tight for my feet. I have really wide feet and nothing fits me properly really, not even trainers. :(
 
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Good it's not too serious. Well I'm glad you will be seen about in a week. When your there get an complete check up and for what ever else is your concerns about your body.

There should be department stores were you live that will measure you to properly fit your clothes, shoes, accessories, etc.

GL GB BS!
 
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Hey,

If you try and find a local chiropodist or specialist shoe shop, they can offer you advice on what types of shoes would best fit you, also try and avoid tough leathers as they give less and can put more pressure on your toes. As for the loneliness, I know all too well how difficult it can be to get yourself out there and meet new people, but maybe you can join some kind of night class, or exercise class, a good way to keep your mind occupied and meet new people!
 
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