Like the feeling of pain ?

sadpunchingbag

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I feel i deserve it and what i feel is due to my actions does anyone else share this? Or experience it differently? For example my feet are fucked i keep walking until i cant or i workout to the point i cant wipe my ass
 
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I feel i deserve it and what i feel is due to my actions does anyone else share this? Or experience it differently? For example my feet are fucked i keep walking until i cant or i workout to the point i cant wipe my ass
yeah in the moment of self harm i like how it feels, then regret it afterwards :sorry:

you dont deserve pain though :hug:
 
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Cant help it at times when we are in tbst mode its just hard to see things logically
Your right on this because when I used to self arm in an autism trance..regarding pain never felt it, I just saw the after affects when normality shot back.
 
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Your right on this because when I used to self arm in an autism trance..regarding pain never felt it, I just saw the after affects when normality shot back.
yep then its like o shit what have i done
 
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