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Life's boring cause I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired... I only want to...

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Made my list for that been in my life and need a lesson to learn from me. I am going to get my sense of integrity back, my hapinees, my degnity...
 
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what are you thinking of doing ? :hug5:
 
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Hehe you are curious.. Make them give me what I want.. Otherwise I got them with something and thy are going to loose their jobs or have trouble with the police.. And who wants that?
 
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make who give you what Darkness ?
 
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I was talking about people that used, abused mistreated me really bad this last year.. I am going to get my revenge on them
 
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what exactly are you planning ?
 
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What you planning bro?
 
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Thank you, but I won't regret revenge. Its a separate identity of mine who can't live without doing this. It's the only thing that makes her happy and she has a concius.. So no one will die or be harmed the way I was.. No worries
 
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Why do I embarrass myself like this?
Imn completely out of my mind. And Im wondering who is this person who lives in my body.. Its not me. I wake up from like a dream but I was not sleeping and don't know who I am, what I did exactly all day and If I remember some things wonder why would I act like that, that's not me. And my house lokks like completely new to me, and wonder who is that person living in my house. I know it's me, but doesn't feel like me at all. Its so strange that I can't even explain... An short example of what I'm feeling, like someone else entered my body and while she was in my body I was sleeping, the moment I wake up, she was gone and I don't remember exactly who I am, what I did and why.
But I know that person is cruel, evil and I know what she wants to do.
I feel like a ghost, I feel like I don't exist.
 
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Sorry if I write something disturbing here.
 
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k im glad you came out of your episode
its good that you post when that is happening

whatever reason you are shutting things off
there is a reason for it
that you cant face at the moment

try to be aware of the textures in the room, the furnishings
and colours, to get grounded
 
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Thank you zoe....the technique with the textures and furnishing is working.. But I'm afraid I'm going back to the other person just because I can't stand myself. Do you also have symptoms like this?
 
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this is a romantic partner you are talking about ?
 
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Oh I'm so messed up I can't even explain. Sorry. No it's not a romantic partner, it's me switching to another personality. I don't think I have did, but for sure I'm disociating
 
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