Why is life so shut? No matter how hard u try to be happy I just don't want to be here. Sometimes it just gets too much, too hard! The o my reason I think I'm still here is due to not wanting my daughter to have to go through losing her mother, but days like this I feel she'd be better off without me. I'm miserable! I have so much going on, so much I should be happy for and looking forward to buy I'm that depressed I'd rather just end it. I don't know what to do! I'm always helping other people out of this sort of situation and yet I can't seem to help myself. Why is life so hard?