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Life sucks

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Gary714

New member
Joined
May 1, 2019
Messages
1
Location
Grants nm
Been divorced 2 years,since I have found out all our friends were hers.been sitting in this apartment since,I am disabled so can't walk far,nobody has called me or come by in a year or more,I have lost all caring and everyone,I have a sister who won't talk to me,been 35 years and the other is in and out of prison.i was a truck driver for over 30 years,but since I am now on disability they have no need for me,walking is very difficult so grocery shopping is problematic,I spend a lot of time not eating.there are no programs for us shut ins here and have no way to relocate.cant buy a car,no money for one.i keep getting sicker from not eating,and nobody wants to help,I keep hearing bullshit about entitlements but damn it I worked hard all my life....it never occurred to me I wouldn't be able to work anymore.when you talk serious spine damage all anyone wants to say is I am a liability.someone has to have a solution,been sitting on a lot of pills but am starting to think it's the only way.i am told protein deprecation and isolation is used as a torture.i pray but no one is listening,I don't really want to kill myself but my days last an eternity,please somebody,please show me what to do and don't throw Jesus and the Lord at me,I used to have strong faith,but I feel stupid for it.like so many others I feel,no I know nobody cares,if they did I would get a call or a visit,everybody left,and I am about to give up,I am coser than I care to admit,you know if I hadn't helped them it may be different.we are not built to be alone.i have plenty of people who tell me the are alone,they are lonely,there is a difference,they have families,I don't have anyone any more,people are so self serving and selfish,I really don't want to be a part of this anymore.thanks for listening anyway.
 
sunset547544

sunset547544

Well-known member
Joined
Feb 27, 2016
Messages
715
Location
UK, London
Hi Gary, I feel pretty down about my life to. Compared to other peoples it seems meaningless. But I am fighting on, constantly trying out things that might help make it better and never losing hope because nobody knows what the future holds. That's something beautiful about life. I hope this message helps. There are some fantastic people in this forum who want help you so please keep checking in with us ☀
 
megirl

megirl

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Joined
Apr 9, 2010
Messages
7,189
Location
NZ
Hey you do have us and there's some pretty awesome people who do care. I'm in NZ I'm not too sure where you live to see what kind of supports are out there for you.
Its great you've joined the forum and we are here to support each other, and are here for you x
My husband and I separated over a year ago now. None of my family as far as I am concerned dont exist they have caused me so much damage its better off without them.
I have found having my dog has helped me.
Do you have a pet, maybe a cat as they are more independent
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