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Life like dream about my husband cheating almost killed me

Justafriend95

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OMG what a night. It looked so fucking real.
In my dream my husband wanted to take a bath. But there was a women idk Simone and she was beautiful. I didn't understand a thing..

Why was she here and why was she going in the bathroom when he was there all naked.. I walked in and see her sitting with him and they ask if I come join them.. I'm like who the fuck are you and why the hell are you naked next to my husband.

My husband told he was buzzy on a dating site and that he was meeting women for extra fun. So we could have a threesome..

I was so mad.. I asked him if he had sex with her before and he told me yes. My world crumbling down is stormed out in tears... I did go to my parents and screamed in the hole house my husband is fucking cheating on me..

I was so upset.. idk why but he came by and I asked him. Have you ever had sex before me. Not because that was an issue but he always told me I was his first and last.. so when he told me that was a lie to..

I completely lost my mind, because that's what I find the most special in are relationship. That we only had each other..

I was so upset.. I woke up and it still felt so real I almost wanted to kill myself. Instead I woke up my husband crying like a baby. Really upset and totally confused..

It's was just a dream...
I'm so happy I woke him first, because I had really done it if it was true..
 
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I know from my experience that dreams can seem so real. I too dream very realistic dreams. Often about sex. Often about monsters. I tend to wake up feeling disorientated and upset because it feels so real.
The thing you have to try and tell yourself is that it is just a dream and its your brain tricking you. I know thats not easy but you need to not dwell on this. Tell yourself its not real. Hold your husband tight.
Hugs
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Justafriend95

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Feel like sh but promised a friend to wait one day ten I'm clean for 10 days
 
Justafriend95

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Instead of sh I have bruises everywhere..
It's not good either but I need relieve even if it's a little.. I'm sorry friends I know you care..

If you have any time I would like to talk to someone..
 
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