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Lack of life



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Apr 25, 2020
I just don't have enough to make it too much longer, I have tried several years, in different ways but it always comes back to this feeling of pain and soo much hate for myself.
I have always managed to put me into situations where I get hurt, I feel like I give my all to the people I love and at the same time somehow the only see soo little of it.
I haven't been able to make friends or maintain friendships cause I don't make people talk to me, probably cause I made them not trust in me for reasons I don't know. Anyway, I decided I'll try and let this out and cry a bit see if it helps, I have been thinking about suicide too much lately, and I haven't found energy to do anything.


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Jan 5, 2011
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Jan 5, 2022
United States
Hi there, I can relate a bit to your post and wanted to maybe offer a bit of advice. I also struggle with maintaining friendships and often find myself feeling lonely. The way I see it, there are two things you can do in this situation:
1) Work towards making your future friendships better based on what you've learned from the past; 2) become comfortable with yourself, and learn to get the support and validation you might get from others from within.
This may depend on the kind of person you are, but I find I'm often just as lonely around people that don't understand me on a deep level as I am when I'm truly alone. Granted, I'm not an outgoing person in the first place, more the opposite, but I find I often enjoy my own company more than others. I also find there's a lot about myself I've neglected to understand, like the things I enjoy in life and give me the urge to live. So, you can either look at it as you just haven't found your people yet, or you haven't learned enough about yourself yet. Or both. In any case, there's so much room for discovery. Hope that helps.