Hello, I'm kind of new here, I've been diagnosed with Schizoaffective, OCD and i have Depersonalization, i just decided to delete my FB account, it makes me unhappy and i got tired of the loud arguments and fairy tale lives and i'm trying to do some things for me and i don't want to seek validation through it anymore. I guess i just want to say Hi and hopefully i've found a good place here. I feel pretty alone, my 2 friends got married yesterday, i had a lot of fun at the wedding but I saw everything that I've wanted in my life that i'll probably never have, I've been feeling pretty sad. I don't want to put this on my friends because i want them to be happy but i just need to get it out. well, anyway, i think that's all for now, thank you.