
stargazer
Active member
hi everybody i suffer from depression
and have battled a tough fight with myself for years, because of my depression i have done things that i am ashamed of and hate myself for so i have tried many things to help but most people i have dealt with dont really give a damn (i can tell) doctors, councellors,ect my main problem seems to be agression,anger/hate/motivation i used to have reg suicidal thoughts but my new meds seem to have that under control now i seem to have so much hate and anger inside of me this is so hard to discribe what do you do if you dont like yourself i have a family 2 beautiful kids boy&girl and aloving &understanding partner of 11years!! we have been through hell together (change,debt,family death ect) but we have pulled through but not without the emotional damage i hope this forum can help me and i too can help others as i have been through so much ,depression is such a missunderstood illness ihave read a few posts and the users seem to really care thats such a rare thing i know there are good people out there its just so hard to find them.....

