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TRjames
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Hi everyone, I'm a 22 year old male who has suffered from Depression, Anxiety and OCD for the past 5 years. I have also recently been diagnosed with Schizoaffective disorder, my doctor has got me on Seroquel 300mg. To be honest with you i do not agree one bit with the diagnoses. I do suffer from deep deep depression and then manic highs but i do not here or see things, the only stuff i get that my doc belives is psycosis is really bad derealisation and objets around me seem to be floating and everything around me seems as though it is a painting or is fake like plastic...
Anyway that a little about me, on the other hand im just not coping at the moment, I'm so so depressed and out of it i cant really take care of myself, I'm not eating were as i used to love food, i sit and stare into space for up to and hour, and stuff that is happening around me is not making any sence. Im becoming very internal, what i mean by this is that i cant have coversations with anyone because im so confused i jummble my words, so the only person i talk to is myself inside my head. Typing this has almost taken me 40 min.... My body does not feel like it is mine, i feel as though im trapped in another body, i feel like im floating, my lap top screen seams as though it is a liquid with ripples running through it, what should i do because with everyday that passes a little piece of who i am or who i should be has died. Please any advice would help.... Thanks for reading my post.
Anyway that a little about me, on the other hand im just not coping at the moment, I'm so so depressed and out of it i cant really take care of myself, I'm not eating were as i used to love food, i sit and stare into space for up to and hour, and stuff that is happening around me is not making any sence. Im becoming very internal, what i mean by this is that i cant have coversations with anyone because im so confused i jummble my words, so the only person i talk to is myself inside my head. Typing this has almost taken me 40 min.... My body does not feel like it is mine, i feel as though im trapped in another body, i feel like im floating, my lap top screen seams as though it is a liquid with ripples running through it, what should i do because with everyday that passes a little piece of who i am or who i should be has died. Please any advice would help.... Thanks for reading my post.