- Jan 26, 2012
- In a living nightmare!!
Over the last 2 months I have self-harmed several times, but every time I have done it the urge to do more is nearly impossible to resist!! I have struggled with life in general since before Christmas with very painful on going issues that I just am not coping with!! The self harm is soothing for me!! I don't know if it is a problem that I am self harming as it doesn't really effect anyone else and I feel the overwhelming need to do it, to get away from what's going on in my head and my heart because that is where my problems lay!! I can't do anything about them, but I can make myself feel something even if it's just more pain? It's a different kind of pain that I can tolerate!! I don't care for this body so not concerned about scarring or Permanent damage I may be doing!! I'm not sure why I posted this, but maybe someone out there has been in this dark place and can tell me what I can do to get out of this torture!!