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sadpunchingbag

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I have Guppies mixed with other fish, a nice combination with no attacking ;)
isnt that the hardest thing some fish species dont get on with others ? You should make a thread with your fishtank i bet its nice :cool:
 
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isnt that the hardest thing some fish species dont get on with others ? You should make a thread with your fishtank i bet its nice :cool:
Well I brought some endler guppies and they drove my other's mad, I so had them out :rofl2:...where would I do the discussion please :)
 
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Feel a panic attack coming on lets see how long it lasts
 
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Today was a mixture not sure if id class it good but was not bad. I still are having problems with soft tissue damage on my feet. Went to the shop today the weather was not 38 so this was a nice walk. Only stopped twice on the way back to take a swig of my water and adjust my bag. Pain was acting up on the way back. I can now cook due to doing the bs assessment 5 weeks after being in hospital it was put off 5 times but anyway. Saw parents this brought up some anxiety and a panic attack brewing. I really dont think its a good idea to see them for my recovery but if i feel bad for a few hours its nothing they want to see me. Its the normal thing people do. I am a alien in so many ways do i want to change this about me or not ? I like how i am but it doesnt fit in with conventional ways i want to give my family what they want but i want to do what i want. a weird dilemma i should prob talk about in psychology. back to weight loss i weighed the same but i did have breakfast and 1 Litre so i would say i lost 3 pounds just forget to take a shit and not eat or drink before weighing myself for it to have less variance in result

My family did bring physio recovery stuff i ordered to kickstart my recovery the exercises hurt so fucking much. One is where you pick up a towel with your toes i did with my left 10 times but my right foot was only 3 times it was quite saddening but day 1 i can and WILL IMPROVE! as for that not much else had night meds these nurses got it right and didnt refuse giving me meds for no logical reason so today was id say a 4 out of 10 i still want to do more i need to push hard tommorrow the gym is back on so yep letssssssss goooooooo
 
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Today was a mixture not sure if id class it good but was not bad. I still are having problems with soft tissue damage on my feet. Went to the shop today the weather was not 38 so this was a nice walk. Only stopped twice on the way back to take a swig of my water and adjust my bag. Pain was acting up on the way back. I can now cook due to doing the bs assessment 5 weeks after being in hospital it was put off 5 times but anyway. Saw parents this brought up some anxiety and a panic attack brewing. I really dont think its a good idea to see them for my recovery but if i feel bad for a few hours its nothing they want to see me. Its the normal thing people do. I am a alien in so many ways do i want to change this about me or not ? I like how i am but it doesnt fit in with conventional ways i want to give my family what they want but i want to do what i want. a weird dilemma i should prob talk about in psychology. back to weight loss i weighed the same but i did have breakfast and 1 Litre so i would say i lost 3 pounds just forget to take a shit and not eat or drink before weighing myself for it to have less variance in result

My family did bring physio recovery stuff i ordered to kickstart my recovery the exercises hurt so fucking much. One is where you pick up a towel with your toes i did with my left 10 times but my right foot was only 3 times it was quite saddening but day 1 i can and WILL IMPROVE! as for that not much else had night meds these nurses got it right and didnt refuse giving me meds for no logical reason so today was id say a 4 out of 10 i still want to do more i need to push hard tommorrow the gym is back on so yep letssssssss goooooooo
I am pleased you was able to get out and walk plus taking a drink with you also..it's funny you on about your family and feeling your anxiety rise when they come but I went the same in hospital and the nurses must have been watching but on a few occasions they was stopped and in the end they said they was causing my mental issues..it makes you wonder sometimes ;)
Sounds to me that you want to live your own life independently as you seem to enjoy walks on your own and doing things while in hospital.
You do make me laugh this end you know with what you say blunt to the core it's brill :cheer:
Never tried that foot lark with a towel..my knees went on me twice last year and now I can't bend them :cry: oh I did the exercises the doc prescribed and all I could hear was crunch :rofl2:

Glad your meds was given as they should and enjoy your gym work out, I used to go years back old codger now mate :whistle:
 
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I am pleased you was able to get out and walk plus taking a drink with you also..it's funny you on about your family and feeling your anxiety rise when they come but I went the same in hospital and the nurses must have been watching but on a few occasions they was stopped and in the end they said they was causing my mental issues..it makes you wonder sometimes ;)
Sounds to me that you want to live your own life independently as you seem to enjoy walks on your own and doing things while in hospital.
You do make me laugh this end you know with what you say blunt to the core it's brill :cheer:
Never tried that foot lark with a towel..my knees went on me twice last year and now I can't bend them :cry: oh I did the exercises the doc prescribed and all I could hear was crunch :rofl2:

Glad your meds was given as they should and enjoy your gym work out, I used to go years back old codger now mate :whistle:
Thanks for the loving message Warrior reading your message changed my mood from shitty to happy :hug:
 
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Glad I cheered you up mate (y)...hows today been so far? :)
first time in 5 nearly 6 years i used a bus so that is something i would of liked to of gone further but it was a quick journey also went to the hospital gym it was not on for the past 2 weeks which pissed me off i came back in today i regressed went back really pissed me off i get into a vortex of thinking some nasty things about myself i deserve to die etc not good enough and a bunch of other things but i will now travel to a local gym so i never miss it again having a gym open in hospital is all well and good but sometimes its not on for me it really fucks me my mind so sort of a mixed day id say. How is your day Warrior ?
 
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first time in 5 nearly 6 years i used a bus so that is something i would of liked to of gone further but it was a quick journey also went to the hospital gym it was not on for the past 2 weeks which pissed me off i came back in today i regressed went back really pissed me off i get into a vortex of thinking some nasty things about myself i deserve to die etc not good enough and a bunch of other things but i will now travel to a local gym so i never miss it again having a gym open in hospital is all well and good but sometimes its not on for me it really fucks me my mind so sort of a mixed day id say. How is your day Warrior ?
Congratulations regarding the bus :cheer:just that short distance is a major success.

What your telling me really in my opinion your building your hopes up such as the gym and when they're knocked, your going into a state of anxiety which then leads to thoughts and knocking yourself down. As you know by what I've said I've had years of mental issues and still do with some parts but when I lived on my own changed it for me started doing stuff myself which I thought god it's a lovely bonus, I felt I was achieving things, so try your hardest please to look more in a positive view.
Local gyms are best they had one in the last hospital I was in and that was in the 90's it's been a few years mate now but half the time that was shut..what's the point of something building patients hope up and knocking them back MADNESS :curseyou:
I've just had one stressful issue today, we booked an appointment for the gas and rads to be checked, in comes the bloke tools being dropped on the wooden flooring OMG :panic:and then he was going to walk across the carpet in working boots but thank god to hubby he stopped him in his tracks :dance: I was glad when he went.
I've got a brass plate on my front door saying (Please remove your shoes) :rofl2: besides blue shoe coverings :whistle:
 
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Will post my day tommorrow really tired sorry all night
 
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