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gina kate
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Hi all,
im scared, and feeling the unknown. I go to c shrink tomoz as urgent referal from gp. I sufferd a nervous breakdown 4 years ago and have been on meds ever since. im 36 years old and a mother of two beautiful boys. i have been through alot since the breakdown.... relationship breakdown.. i had to leave my youngest son with his dad as i cannot cope with the stress and anxiety when my two boys are together.. what sort of mum am i to do that? but i really cant cope with my rapid mood swings and the feeling of aggitation and when they just argue like normal children i have to leave the room and calm myself down before i would explode with anger.
i went bankrupt 2 years ago... excessive spending on things i didnt really need but at the time had to have. i then went through a stage of having one night stands, this made me feel like i was attractive and someone wanted me. i have had rapid mood changes and believe these to be manic episodes, the other day i was so excited that i had just brought 2 cans of airfreshner it sent me into a wave of uncontrolable excitment, to the point where i felt physically sick and had to lay down. oh, i am also collecting air freshners, plug inns, and fabric softener like theirs going to be a shortage, i have always liked a nice smelling home, but this is now out of control.
I can be high and excited, but very quickly can be changed to anger, aggitation or stress, if anyone makes a comment to me when on a high i feel rage and anger and so angry that they have destroyed my mood.
These are just a few of the things i am experiencing and would love to hear from anyone who can relate to me xx
im scared, and feeling the unknown. I go to c shrink tomoz as urgent referal from gp. I sufferd a nervous breakdown 4 years ago and have been on meds ever since. im 36 years old and a mother of two beautiful boys. i have been through alot since the breakdown.... relationship breakdown.. i had to leave my youngest son with his dad as i cannot cope with the stress and anxiety when my two boys are together.. what sort of mum am i to do that? but i really cant cope with my rapid mood swings and the feeling of aggitation and when they just argue like normal children i have to leave the room and calm myself down before i would explode with anger.
i went bankrupt 2 years ago... excessive spending on things i didnt really need but at the time had to have. i then went through a stage of having one night stands, this made me feel like i was attractive and someone wanted me. i have had rapid mood changes and believe these to be manic episodes, the other day i was so excited that i had just brought 2 cans of airfreshner it sent me into a wave of uncontrolable excitment, to the point where i felt physically sick and had to lay down. oh, i am also collecting air freshners, plug inns, and fabric softener like theirs going to be a shortage, i have always liked a nice smelling home, but this is now out of control.
I can be high and excited, but very quickly can be changed to anger, aggitation or stress, if anyone makes a comment to me when on a high i feel rage and anger and so angry that they have destroyed my mood.
These are just a few of the things i am experiencing and would love to hear from anyone who can relate to me xx