- Mar 8, 2014
Well I quit my job. I lasted 2 weeks. It was to much. They were rude and mean . I walked in on my coworkers talking about me . I broke down and cried at work yesterday. It's wearing me down. I couldn't do it and now I feel like a failure. My pdoc thinks disability is the way to stay since I'm far from stable. I still feel like a failure that no one likes. I would much rather hide away and be a hermit. All I need is my boy. He's my world and he loves me unconditionally . I love him so much . I can't imagine life without him. He made me a better person . I just wish I wasn't so emotional for him. I wish I hadn't failed him. I try my best but with my financial problems I've provided needs but not wants. I want to give him the best life possible but I feel like I'm failing.