- Jun 26, 2014
- Avenue Q in the US
And honestly I am terrified that this person will stop talking to me after two weeks as usual and I will continue being alone for my entire life. I know that I can't continue living my life this way any more but every single time I meet someone and form some sort of relationship with them, they abandon me and I just stop caring in general because it is pointless. I am honestly tired of living like a semi-recluse and avoiding meeting people and pretending that nothing is bothering me. It hurts knowing that everyone I know has someone and that I never will. And I know that shopping to fill the void is extremely unhealthy and that I need to stop but it's basically one of the few things that will take away the thought of my loneliness for awhile.